When you are caused to answer for anything going on in our world or in yourself right now that causes you and others consternation, when you are possessed by the chaotic node as many are right now, here is an understanding of what might be happening and how to proceed based on Native American Whale Medicine:
Contrary Whale-Record Keeper
"...you are not following your sonar or homing device. On some level you have forgotten that you hold all the answers you need to survive, to grow and to claim the power of your chosen destiny. Flow with the waters of time and collect your answers-they are the only truth that will lead to your personal pathway of knowing. You must desire to know. You must seek the Whale song within you. You will connect to the ancients on a cellular level. You will begin to open YOUR unique library of records. Look to the great Star Nation and send gratitude to Sirius for the song of Whale."
Do not look to others to lead you for you will have to be in the consciousness of their world, good, bad or indifferent.
Be true to your own consciousness for no one else has truer answers for yourself than you. Do not look for answers in the imbalance of another as many are doing right now.
As Ram Dass says: "Do not look for a guru. Your life is your guru."