You are God. This affirmation will assist you in having self-realization of this:
"I believe I am God, I trust myself as a creator being. I am one with my creations. I am
aligned with the infinite; therefore, everything is available to me. Instant manifestation is safe.
Instant manifestation is safe and governed by the laws of divine and cosmic balance. Anything is
possible. I can be, do and have all that I imagine. I am a Spark of the Divine, a cohesive energy
pattern drawing me to the perfect opportunities, circumstances, places, conditions and people.
My soul is joy."
Repeat this until you believe it. Repeat this until it manifests in your reality.
If you commit to doing this, you'll see that you are God.